I feel SOO different!!

Yes, its been too long between blogs, ALOT has happened! I have 3 kilos to loose by christmas day, to make me at 40 kgs lost! YAY! thats my goal, and i KNOW i can do it! I am liking being able to buy alot more nicer clothes aswell. I have bought a dress for NYE, $25 from best and less! it is a amazing dress, i will deff have to take pics to put on here! i love it! Fits good aswell!

I am currently on holidays until feb 9th! What am i going to do in that time you wonder? Relax, excercise like there is no tomorrow, and have "me time" which i need i think! I am over the past, and starting fresh! From today! Everything that has ever hurt me in the past, i am not going to worry about no more, and let it bring me down when times get tough!

I am enjoying my course, i had 3 weeks placement at a child care centre, only problem with it tho was for them 3 weekends i was sick, a different thing each time! Man that was annoying! One stage i had to go to the doctors and get a script for maxalon, even tho mum is badly allergic to it, i still went to get it, doctor said to be careful taking it, as soon as i got handed that script i got better! Weird or what!

I have had another appt with george, he didnt give me a fill, as he thinks i am doing great without another one, i like i lost 14 kilos in the 5 months? something like that anyways he was pleased and i dont have to go back till april next year!! YAY!

I have gained soo much self esteem, and pride in myself in the last few weeks, it feels different. I mean, i enjoy being single, i dont have to worry about anyone else but myself, but im also thinking it would be good to find someone! So i am kind of stuck in between them two mind frames at the moment!

Anyways, have to go take assingment in to tafe *sighs* glad its over and done with tho!

Mel.!