MALES! why were they even bloody invented!! one day everything is normal, the next its not, the next its normal again :S What the!! I dont know what is going on with me and brad, i have given him till the new year to sort himself out, deicde what he REALLY wants and go from there.
I died my hair today, like a dark brown colour it was blondy up top (natural) with red down bottom, and i had a job interview today so i died it so it looks decent haha. It was at where brad works, i think i mentioned it last time? i think i went ok, i dont know to be honest i hate interviews with a passion.
I need to send off for my passport soon, i need to get a job ASAP to save money for my holiday which i so badly need. I got my Working with children card yesterday, its a volunteer one, thats ok for now, since i dont have a job, nor experience really so all is peachy.
Weight wise, i didnt get weighed today, im over dads weight loss place, they annoy me at the moment haha, but i still have my black pants on, mum has already darted them once, and now she has to like sew down the legs hahah! they are that big and baggy look like a homey!! hahaha! I can seriously walk like 5 steps and they are around my ankle, maybe even less amount of steps! its shocking! everywhere i have been today i have to hold them up! one thing i am NOT happy about is, yes i am loosing weight, but its not coming off my tits. and i want it to, i want them to go down aswell :( bloody can tell a male invented the females! GRRR! Like all the tops out now, whats with them? males invent them aswell? i mean HELLO!!!! cleavage!!! i hate it, i dont like parading my tits around for everyone to see!
Thats about all for tonight, oh me and mum went and put a bike on layby each today :) they look fun haha! YAY!! *insert excitement here*
Mel.!
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Seems i spoke too soon!
It is officially over between Brad and I. I went over there today to see him, to see what is going on etc, as a mate has asked me to move out with her after our holiday in march. His reply was "i want to be on my own" i said fine, fuck ya then! and walked out :) I will be going there tomorrow to get my clothes and start packing things up like plates etc and will pick up bed etc on saturday :) I think its fair the way im doing it, i taking the washing machine that is inside (there is one in carport) and the bed which mum payed for, and am leaving him the little freezer, dryer and microwave. all of which we went halves in. I dont want them i have no room to store them.
Weight loss wise, i have been slack with the gym, i seriously havent been for like 5 weeks? but tomorrow i AM going, i will make sure i do! i have to. i want to prove to everyone i can do this, and im not weak and chicken shit! I am single, i am going to be skinny, and enjoy my life :) I had some chicken breast for tea tonight, along with some cauliflower bake the chicken shop makes and damn im full! james (brother) ate some of the meat 2 and still have heaps left! lol
I have a job interview on thursday, at 3pm, at steggles/bartter, chicken place. Brad works there but in the factory bit, this is for the office bit, as a "customer service officer" just ringing their customers like safeway and coles to confirm orders. i made it past the phone interview so im happy with that, mum going to tip my hair, going to try on my black pants that are at the unit still if they dont fit she will buy me some more lol
My weakness this week is them kinder bueno white choc things omg they are yum i bought one before when i went to safeway :( but i havent eaten it yet, i might give it to james when he gets home, i will see :P
Anyways thats enough from me,
Mel.!
Weight loss wise, i have been slack with the gym, i seriously havent been for like 5 weeks? but tomorrow i AM going, i will make sure i do! i have to. i want to prove to everyone i can do this, and im not weak and chicken shit! I am single, i am going to be skinny, and enjoy my life :) I had some chicken breast for tea tonight, along with some cauliflower bake the chicken shop makes and damn im full! james (brother) ate some of the meat 2 and still have heaps left! lol
I have a job interview on thursday, at 3pm, at steggles/bartter, chicken place. Brad works there but in the factory bit, this is for the office bit, as a "customer service officer" just ringing their customers like safeway and coles to confirm orders. i made it past the phone interview so im happy with that, mum going to tip my hair, going to try on my black pants that are at the unit still if they dont fit she will buy me some more lol
My weakness this week is them kinder bueno white choc things omg they are yum i bought one before when i went to safeway :( but i havent eaten it yet, i might give it to james when he gets home, i will see :P
Anyways thats enough from me,
Mel.!
Saturday, November 24, 2007
undercover wear party's anonymous!
Man i am honestly getting slack at this hey! im sorry!!!
in the last week not much has happened, been job hunting, thinking if i want to go back to VISY, where mum works, the only reason i would is for the money, i mean it stinks there, it gets SOOOO hot in there on hot days, but can do 2 days and bring home about $400 i think mum said and i really need to save for my holiday in march :)
Im still at mums, me and brad are getting along alot better, although he went out friday night and STILL out i believe, i only know cos i cooked apple and rhubarb on friday, rang him to tell him i made him some and he said he will come and eat it etc and hasnt yet! i smsed him yesterday telling him to vote, incase he forgot he said ok, so if he hasnt and gets fined its his own fault :P
Weight loss wise, its going good i got weighed on thursday and i have lost 14.1 kilos! YAY!! lightest i have been since i dont know when, i really want to be like near 20 by xmas, so im working hard on that :P The lady next door told me she can see im losing weight cos my boobs stick out more haha! then her son, who is about 21 or 22 said the same thing!! i was like ADAM!! could have slapped him :P
The jean shorts mum bought me for the shopping trip 3 weeks ago and falling down :( she doing sewing today taking in my other jeans, which i might just leave like that actually cos i then know what i was like, if i alter them they will be smaller, i might just go buy a new pair of jeans today :P but they the most comfy pair :( she taking in some of my tops aswell haha im sick of them blowing up cos they that big when its windy, i have actually thought of putting like fishing weights in the bottom of the hems!
i have been to 2 undercover wear partys in 3 weeks, same person had them tho lol, i got some gym pants, a sleeveless hoodie which i LOVE at the first one, that was about $90 or so, then yesterday i got a singlet top and then a gym type singlet top that goes under hoodie and with gym pants :P they were about $50 for the both of them! they a size 20, currently my shorts are a 24 but too big now, and my tops are the same, so no doubt wont be long till i get there :P oh and mum got a size 18 gym singlet :P for when i get down to it she will give it to me btu she will wear it aswell haha. she has been doing that alot lately, like buying size 16-18 for when i get down there, even if they a little too big for her :S she crazy haha!
Anyways i going, we going to market cos i want some trackie pants and all that :P
Mel.!
in the last week not much has happened, been job hunting, thinking if i want to go back to VISY, where mum works, the only reason i would is for the money, i mean it stinks there, it gets SOOOO hot in there on hot days, but can do 2 days and bring home about $400 i think mum said and i really need to save for my holiday in march :)
Im still at mums, me and brad are getting along alot better, although he went out friday night and STILL out i believe, i only know cos i cooked apple and rhubarb on friday, rang him to tell him i made him some and he said he will come and eat it etc and hasnt yet! i smsed him yesterday telling him to vote, incase he forgot he said ok, so if he hasnt and gets fined its his own fault :P
Weight loss wise, its going good i got weighed on thursday and i have lost 14.1 kilos! YAY!! lightest i have been since i dont know when, i really want to be like near 20 by xmas, so im working hard on that :P The lady next door told me she can see im losing weight cos my boobs stick out more haha! then her son, who is about 21 or 22 said the same thing!! i was like ADAM!! could have slapped him :P
The jean shorts mum bought me for the shopping trip 3 weeks ago and falling down :( she doing sewing today taking in my other jeans, which i might just leave like that actually cos i then know what i was like, if i alter them they will be smaller, i might just go buy a new pair of jeans today :P but they the most comfy pair :( she taking in some of my tops aswell haha im sick of them blowing up cos they that big when its windy, i have actually thought of putting like fishing weights in the bottom of the hems!
i have been to 2 undercover wear partys in 3 weeks, same person had them tho lol, i got some gym pants, a sleeveless hoodie which i LOVE at the first one, that was about $90 or so, then yesterday i got a singlet top and then a gym type singlet top that goes under hoodie and with gym pants :P they were about $50 for the both of them! they a size 20, currently my shorts are a 24 but too big now, and my tops are the same, so no doubt wont be long till i get there :P oh and mum got a size 18 gym singlet :P for when i get down to it she will give it to me btu she will wear it aswell haha. she has been doing that alot lately, like buying size 16-18 for when i get down there, even if they a little too big for her :S she crazy haha!
Anyways i going, we going to market cos i want some trackie pants and all that :P
Mel.!
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Jobs jobs jobs!
I have only had a few stuck moments lately, and i dont know if my spewages is like everyone elses but i feel like a mother bird regurgitating its food for their child! its not like a proper spew like when you sick? is that how everyone else happens aswell? I had some chicken breast for lunch today at the pub (parmy) and OMG it got stuck, mum knew by me going to loo what was wrong, and once it was up it was fine and it didnt happen again. For tea i had left over noodles from last night.
I have an appt at the blood bank tomorrow at 9:30 am i think it is, me and mum both going in, i going to get them to do an iron test thing first, as before being banded i had my low iron moments, and as i work myself up for it (i hate needles) and they say "sorry we will have to make another time for you" i get upset, and just walk outside and tears come :( i dont want that to happen tomorrow so i will get in early haha.
I have a job interview tomorrow night at 6pm for a call centre, i honestly dont want to do it but i need the money, its making appts for the sales team to go out there, its some education thing i dont know. I have a "talk" on saturday morning aswell, for the tourist train thing down the beach in town, that would be awesome! imagine all the people you would meet! i really want that one, the guy wants someone who can be around for 3 years or more, as permant part time, i said thats fine by me! a job is a job at the moment!
Brad and I are going good, we talking more, he rang me today to see if i going to safeway cos he needed plastic cups for work tomorrow some party there and he always takes drinks and cups so i got them, took them over and had no problems :P All is good as far as im concerned, im liking living at mums cos im not spending as much money as i was at the unit haha! im not buying no junk food etc so its good :)
I had a "skill test" today for another call centre job, and i fucked up badly! i had to type the text up the top box into the bottom one, and on one of them i didnt see the bottom bit and missed like 2 paragraphs!! i just got an email back then saying i didnt meet their typing speed criteria, i hate them, if someone is behind me, telling me what to say, or like on the phone, or its coming from my head, im fine, but if i have to copy from up above i cant do that as good for some reason.
Apart from that nothing much has happened, been pretty boring. Im sick of the pimples that are coming out lately! i wish they would all just go away!! GRR!!
Mel.!
I have an appt at the blood bank tomorrow at 9:30 am i think it is, me and mum both going in, i going to get them to do an iron test thing first, as before being banded i had my low iron moments, and as i work myself up for it (i hate needles) and they say "sorry we will have to make another time for you" i get upset, and just walk outside and tears come :( i dont want that to happen tomorrow so i will get in early haha.
I have a job interview tomorrow night at 6pm for a call centre, i honestly dont want to do it but i need the money, its making appts for the sales team to go out there, its some education thing i dont know. I have a "talk" on saturday morning aswell, for the tourist train thing down the beach in town, that would be awesome! imagine all the people you would meet! i really want that one, the guy wants someone who can be around for 3 years or more, as permant part time, i said thats fine by me! a job is a job at the moment!
Brad and I are going good, we talking more, he rang me today to see if i going to safeway cos he needed plastic cups for work tomorrow some party there and he always takes drinks and cups so i got them, took them over and had no problems :P All is good as far as im concerned, im liking living at mums cos im not spending as much money as i was at the unit haha! im not buying no junk food etc so its good :)
I had a "skill test" today for another call centre job, and i fucked up badly! i had to type the text up the top box into the bottom one, and on one of them i didnt see the bottom bit and missed like 2 paragraphs!! i just got an email back then saying i didnt meet their typing speed criteria, i hate them, if someone is behind me, telling me what to say, or like on the phone, or its coming from my head, im fine, but if i have to copy from up above i cant do that as good for some reason.
Apart from that nothing much has happened, been pretty boring. Im sick of the pimples that are coming out lately! i wish they would all just go away!! GRR!!
Mel.!
Sunday, November 11, 2007
its been ages :(
Ok, it has been like 2 weeks since i have blogged my life has been turned upside down and im back at mums, hence no blogging.
Me and brad are currently on "time apart" or whatever it is he wants to call it, he wanted me to leave so im at mums now :) no big deal for me really cos im saving lol im going on holidays in feb or march next year, and need to save about 2 grand by then, with no job and on centrelink that is hard! im going to VANUATU!!! YAY!! i have a mate going over there for 3 months, we crashing at her rented house so dont have to pay for accom, only passport, flights, and spending money and food etc. so about 2 grand will be enough i think only going for a week haha.
Food wise, im not eating much, im hardly hungry is that a good thing or a bad thing? tonight it is only me and james for tea (brother) and he wants la porchetta, so im going to attempt some pasta, im being brave lol havent tried it yet. i have lost 13.5 kilos yay!! i have gone down a size in clothing, and they have no elastic!! OMG!! i love it!
I am so badly job hunting, for saving reasons, and i honestly think if i get a job, brad will see im changing and we get back together, i do want to get back with him, i still love him heaps that will never change, but i am not hurt by what is happening at the moment as i believe it is a stage he is going through.
Anyways will blog tomorrow, as i now have the spare laptop, and the spare tv here YAY! haha, so can blog :P and my belly rumbling and i have to ring up tea, its faster apparently,
Mel.!
Me and brad are currently on "time apart" or whatever it is he wants to call it, he wanted me to leave so im at mums now :) no big deal for me really cos im saving lol im going on holidays in feb or march next year, and need to save about 2 grand by then, with no job and on centrelink that is hard! im going to VANUATU!!! YAY!! i have a mate going over there for 3 months, we crashing at her rented house so dont have to pay for accom, only passport, flights, and spending money and food etc. so about 2 grand will be enough i think only going for a week haha.
Food wise, im not eating much, im hardly hungry is that a good thing or a bad thing? tonight it is only me and james for tea (brother) and he wants la porchetta, so im going to attempt some pasta, im being brave lol havent tried it yet. i have lost 13.5 kilos yay!! i have gone down a size in clothing, and they have no elastic!! OMG!! i love it!
I am so badly job hunting, for saving reasons, and i honestly think if i get a job, brad will see im changing and we get back together, i do want to get back with him, i still love him heaps that will never change, but i am not hurt by what is happening at the moment as i believe it is a stage he is going through.
Anyways will blog tomorrow, as i now have the spare laptop, and the spare tv here YAY! haha, so can blog :P and my belly rumbling and i have to ring up tea, its faster apparently,
Mel.!
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