I have the rumbles!!!!

My soups aren't really filling me as much now, i have started to thicken them up, i had one that nanna made me for tea tonight, it had little peices of ham in it that the blender missed and i chewed that and it was fine, tomorrow night im going to try the pumpkin soup i made, see how that goes, but its not really straw suckable so if i have probs i will thin out abit :)

This gas that escapes is annoying me! me and mum went to bingo tonight, i got a little box of milk think and OMG the burps just sneaking out! lucky i had a feeling of it and had mouth closed so wasnt a noisy one (that happened at nannas other night and OMG she cracked up)

Healing wise, i am doing great! I have thought about going back to the gym this week, just light stuff, like treadmill and light bike so dont go over doing it, im going to ring the Personal Trainer tomorrow, and book in fora bout 6 weeks time, that gives me time to go from a slob to atleast some fitness and not look so bad haha!

Brad went to melbourne today, he has been bored on his holidays, i dont like melbourne, i dont like getting trains to melbourne, i dont like melbourne, too many bad bloody memories! if i am with atleast 2 people i trust fully i am fine (casino trip was good as i had mum AND brad with me!) anyways, he gets home, i asked how it went, what he did etc ..... "oh i didnt do much, i went to galatic circus at crown, played a few games there, looked around at myers, cos you know i love myers and there one is soo much bigger than ours!!, oh and i had "donalds" for lunch" i asked did he go to melbourne just so he could have a burger from maccas for lunch and not make me feel bad about it? he said no but it would have been funny as if he said yes hey! HAHA! i honestly dont miss junk food, the one thing i miss is steak :( i have been craving it all week haha! MMMMM surf and turf!!!

I think everyone has seen my wounds now haha! nearly everyone i know that knows about it (not really that many) when they see me i get the "oh how you going, let me see how they did it" i show them and i get the "IS THAT IT!!" im like yep! "serious?" next time i get that im going to say "nah i made the big open cut disapear and i have 5 small cuts on my stomach in its place" Mums supervisor is the best, as they work at recycling place i not allowed to show her inside incase i get it dirty haha, i have to go outside in the carpark and show her, she has seen it twice now i think, she is obsessed but she is awesome :P

I am going to be taking my measurements tomorrow, i have been lazy and havent done it yet, i also have a pic on here that brad took before i had the op but dont show how big i really am, so will do some soon aswell and post them aswell! Dad is looking forward for his fit marching girl back apparently haha!

Anyways thats enough from me, im going to watch all saints from tonight, last weeks didnt work I had the show but no sound, stupid old tape, i told him to put the old set top box back that records!! but has he done it yet? NOOOOOO!!!

Mel.!