I got a phone call this morning, about 8am, from my aunty (lives with nanna) she tried to ring last night but i was out with mum, anyways one of my other aunty's (married into family) has just found out she has breast cancer :( She found the lump 2 weeks ago whilst in shower, went straight to doctors etc, they did the tests and she found out yesterday. Goes and sees specialist this week sometime and will be doing chemo and radiation i think. I hardly talk to this aunty as i never see her, the only time i see her is at birthday parties, or christmas them kind of things, but i always talk to her when i do see her. She is 52 i think :( I just hope to god she got it in time, susan (aunt who lives with nanna) said its in the early stages, so that sounds better than nothing i guess.
I have already lost an uncle from cancer, it will be 4 years in december :( He was married into family aswell, but i was ALOT closer to him than i am this aunt, i would see him all the time etc, i met brad in september the year he died, brad went up and seen him a few times they had male talks etc, and the day before he died, he said to mum "dont let them two seperate, he is the perfect guy for melissa" In 3 months he knew that? I dont like losing people, i have lost to many in my life, like way too many fay is going to get through this! i know!
Today has been a down day, i have been thinking over people i have lost etc, and i havent been eating :S i am just not hungry at the moment, although i am going to make myself something for lunch in a minute as i know i have to eat, and i wont lose weight not eating etc, its just i dont know.
I finally rang the PT today, and im booked in for 3:45pm on monday! she said just start off as walking for 30 mins, i asked her how much it was after my 4 sessions have ran out, she said $30 for 30 mins, or $40 for 60 mins, i asked about taking someone along, she going to write all the costs down for me and give to me on monday :) Im happy about that already as i really havent been doing excercise just the occasional walk here and there, and i walked the other day for about 25 mins i think it was.
Im making chilli con carne buritos for tea, i have been wanting to try these for AGES and thought i might aswell try them whilst i still can, i can eat anything now really, havent had any troubles yet either. I am off to see the surgeon tomorrow, hopefully he gives me a fill date haha!
Ok, im going, i have dishes to do, and a lounge room to clean up, in 30 mins before brad gets home, but i leave you with this message, remember to do self checks, AND regular pap tests, i have never had a pap test done, and im going to ring up and book in for one soon i think, im scared of them :(
Mel.!
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