A few goals i looking forward to!

I can actually start seeing changes in my body recently. Because some of my tops are a bit too revealing for my liking, i wear a singlet top underneat them, anyways was getting dressed today and walked down to lounge room to talk to mum, had the singlet top on, looked down and my belly is deffinatly going down! i mean, i dont have a muffin top as much now! Well not in these jeans anyway, ones that are tighter im sure i will, but im liking that alot!

I have heaps more energy, mum is liking it as i am doing heaps around the house helping out, cooking, cleaning, i even did the weeding this morning cos i was bored haha. I am babysitting tomorrow night, picking her up about 11:30 in the morning, i wish she was abit older tho so i could play with her, she is only about 9 -10 weeks old if even that but is an awesome baby to look after over night, sleeps all night no worries! By looking after taneisha, and now that im going to be studying child care, it has made me think more seriously (not that i wasnt before) about my weightloss, as i want to have children of my own some time soon, but need to lose the weight first!

No pictures yet, actually thats a fib, i have 2, but dont like them haha, i may still put them up but i may go taking some on weekend as i said last time, but who knows, if its a nice weekend will get cousin to come out, and will take taneisha to the beach or something, as long as its not cold, i could take some aorund the house, but they will be plain jane ones and i not into that much.

I still haven't thought of what to do when i get to the 40 kilos mark, but i have thought up a 50 kilos one, as i will need to save heaps for this one haha, i wanna get extensions in my hair, i think its about $500 for a full head? i have heaps of hair so they will prob charge me extra knowing my luck! When i hit my goal mark, i wanna get a motorbike license, i have always wanted one, but have been too big in my eyes to get one. A few people have told me im mad doing that, but i have always wanted it, i have lost mates from motorbike crashes, i know all about that side of it, but i still want it, i also want to get a tattoo across my lower back when i have my excess skin taken off, something like a butterfly coming out of the caccoon and flying away kinda thing, representing my new life. I am obsessed with butterflies can you tell?

Mel.!