last night i was feeling crap, i went to bed at about 8pm!! i got up around 8am this morning, and felt even worse, my throat feels like i have swallowed a million razor blades, my nose is constantly running i went through nearly a box of tissues when i was at mums place, i cant stop sneezing and coughing and i have a headache! I have some "job club" thing tomorrow that i am meant to be going to, but i aint, i am always looking for exscuses to get out of it, as it is a waste of time lol now i have one for this week :P all it is, is doing a resume, a cover letter, all that shit, cold calling employers looking to see if they have any jobs there etc, I am not stupid, i know how to find a job, its just i am not really looking at the moment, why look at the moment when in under 3 weeks i will need to take a week off for the surgery? only reason i left last job was because i had to have an op on my hand, and i wont go back there as it can make the carpal tunell come back and i not going through that again!!
We are having some pork fillet stuffed with apricot and hazelnut i think it is for tea, roasting it, i dont feel like cooking and brad has just started peeling vegies, so looks like he cooking tea! YAY!! i honestly dont feel like eating tho so prob wont have tea i dont think. I might have a cup of soup or something dont know yet too early to think about that :P
My brothers g/f walked into the room today when me and mum were talking about my surgery, lucky she didnt hear what was happening, she asked"what is she getting done" mum said mind your own business, its rude to listen in on other peoples conversations! hahaha made me laugh at least :) I mean, she is a size meduim i am guessing, maybe about a 12? and she is one of them ones who go "oh im fat, i need to lose weight" she goes to the gym everyday for 3 hours i think it is, stands infront of the mirror and hits underneath her chin to try and get rid of the "fat" that is there :S WTF! oh she just annoys me! thats the reason she is not knowing what i am having done, and James (brother) is only finding out like the day before it mum said, as he has a tendancy of leaking info to his g/f and then it will be 20 questions "who is your surgeon" "will i be able to get it done" "how much weight will you lose" "how much does it cost" "them questions plus more annoying ones she normally asks.
Our gas bill is going to be soo high this time, i have it on all the time, but then again this place is freezing!! i dont like winter and i dont like summer cos then its too hot, and being fat, i dont expose myself, so cover up i dont even wear singlet tops in summer only around the house, i like autumn and spring cos they nice weather months :) if only all the time was like that so there was no colds/flu virus's and no sunburn/heat stroke etc!!
Anyways, all i feel like doing is going and lying on the couch and sleeping the bedroom is too cold to go in there so the couch it is, bring out me blankey and pillows and im set :)
Mel.!
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