Stress head mel!!!

Why do i always stress so easily? That is a new thing to change aswell i think!!

Rang Aus super, asked them if they got the apra form, they said no *panic mode starts now* i continue talking to the guy, he was alright actually really nice haha, got put on hold twice, he gave me his boss's addy to get it express posted to if it hadnt been sent yet. So i rang Apra, they said yes it was sent yesterday, i was about to ask what the bloody hell happened to wednesday. I stayed cool tho :P I asked where it was getting sent from, they said canberra. So takes approx 2 days to get to melb, so they should have it monday, tuesday at the latest, now i REALLY worry. I explain i am booked in for surgery on wednesday and NEED TO PAY for it still!! Got off the phone to them, and rang my surgeons office, spoke to tess the receptionist, she is awesome haha, she goes "oh dont worry about it mel, just pay for it after the cheque has cleared" or something along them lines i forget her exact words haha. So now off panic mode!! YAY!!!

We did shopping tonight, was a funny shop haha. conversation between me and brad:
B- will you be able to cook after you have it done?
M- No, you will have to do it sorry until i feel abit better
B- oh ok, so i should just buy like tinned sghetti and baked beans to have on toast?
M- No, you can buy meat and vegies and cook proper meals!!
B- But you know im buggered by time i get home from work so i dont cook tea
M- But you finish work at 1:30pm, and you have tea about 5:30pm, so you have 4 hours to recover, and cook your own tea for a few nights, maybe even a week if i feel like being lazy
Mum (yes she butted in haha) - He can come over to my place for some meals if he wants saves cooking for just him
B as we walk away from her - Do i HAVE to go to janets for tea some nights? her cooking stinks, and i dont like it, and she cant cook, and i would rather my baked beans on toast, did i tell you her cooking stinks and i dont like it?
M- well dont you dare expect me to go to your mothers place for any meals again and act nice and her YUCKY food then if you cant go to my mums place for tea!!!

Convo ended there hahaha, he shut up, but when we got to the tinned food bit, the dag pics up the TRAY of tinned sghetti and puts in in the trolley, im talking 12 tins here, im cracking up laughing, so is mum as she caught up now haha, so he takes 6 off and puts the tray back cos why take up our trolley space with it haha. I want some sustagen in the little tetra packs, but nooo, its cheaper to buy it in the tin *sighs* and the same with V8 juice, why buy little ones when you can get the 1l bottle? i dont even know if i like the stuff yet FFS!

5 sleeps to go, and now i know that it is DEFF going ahead now, i am excited as!! will start packing my bag on the weekend haha i that excited!! My friend who works at the hosp told me that i prob wont have to wear knickers to the O.R, i want to, i dont want them seeing it all down there haha its not on public display for everyone to view! so i want to wear knickers!! if their paper ones dont fit, i will wear my cotton ones we bought :P so NER :P

Thats it for now, Till next time :)

Mel.!