An update ......

We finally paid the surgeon today, and his assistant as in the office but diff buildings, does that make sense? haha We got a week of Tony Fergurson aswell, i got all shakes i didnt want no soups, i will have enough of that when i get banded i think :P the flavours i got are : 2 x banana, 2 x chocolate 2 x english toffee 2 x french vanilla 1 x pina colada 2 x strawberry and cream 1 x tropical mango and 2 x wild berry. Got them, the weight managent book, and the "lifetime membership" all up it was about $70! GEEZ!

As i have a BMI over 40, i have a "differnt" plan than the skinnier people haha, looking over it im thinking how am i going to eat that much? i dont even eat half of that NOW and im fat! :O "suggested program" is as follows:

Breakfast : 1 shake
Morning tea : 1 allowed fruit
Lunch : Salad made from allowed vegies plus one serve of protein either meat, fish, eggs or chicken
2PM : 1 shake
Afternoon tea : 1 allowed fruit
Dinner: 3 cups allowed vegies or salad plus one serve of palm sized protein.

then you can have more vegies and as much diet jelly as you want!! no way am i going to be able to eat all that haha! What do they think i am, a pig? just because i am fat, dont mean i eat that much! But then i guess it gets metabolism going dont it? i rarely have breakfast, rarely have lunch and just have tea, maybe thats why im fat? haha but im honestly not hungry during the day and its not as if i have a big serve at tea time, i have a normal serve, brad has more than me, he eats more than me and he SKINNY! hmmph!

Im glad i can still have steak on this tho, i bought some in grocerys last week and we havent had it yet, i will get him to buy more this week aswell :P we have to empty freezer out first, they both full of soups, cant wait to get banded so i can use them up and make room in freezers haha!

When paying the money this morning, surgeon's receptionist goes "hope your feeling better now melissa?" i said yes. Then mum told her what happened the next day how i passed out, was in ED for over 8 hours etc, and she was like "gee, arent you lucky you didnt have it done then" im like yes, "oh make sure you look after yourself,and dont go getting sick again, we dont want to have to make another date for you" i was about to tell her to shut up and dont jinx me! haha!

I had to ring the tax office today, as i havent got my refund back yet! i did it 3 weeks ago or more! "sorry there is a problem" i said what problem? "oh the paper returns you did can take up to 8 weeks" i thought they were done over 8 weeks ago tho :S stupid not working, studying not getting no money and you still have to do a bloody tax return :S hmph! So if i havent heard back in 14 days which will be the 20th, i have to ring them again! then that made me realise it is nearly time for my op :O its only next week!!! YAY!!!

Anyways im off, im bored, i feel like cleaning, and thats not me :S

Mel.!