its been ages :(

Ok, it has been like 2 weeks since i have blogged my life has been turned upside down and im back at mums, hence no blogging.

Me and brad are currently on "time apart" or whatever it is he wants to call it, he wanted me to leave so im at mums now :) no big deal for me really cos im saving lol im going on holidays in feb or march next year, and need to save about 2 grand by then, with no job and on centrelink that is hard! im going to VANUATU!!! YAY!! i have a mate going over there for 3 months, we crashing at her rented house so dont have to pay for accom, only passport, flights, and spending money and food etc. so about 2 grand will be enough i think only going for a week haha.

Food wise, im not eating much, im hardly hungry is that a good thing or a bad thing? tonight it is only me and james for tea (brother) and he wants la porchetta, so im going to attempt some pasta, im being brave lol havent tried it yet. i have lost 13.5 kilos yay!! i have gone down a size in clothing, and they have no elastic!! OMG!! i love it!

I am so badly job hunting, for saving reasons, and i honestly think if i get a job, brad will see im changing and we get back together, i do want to get back with him, i still love him heaps that will never change, but i am not hurt by what is happening at the moment as i believe it is a stage he is going through.

Anyways will blog tomorrow, as i now have the spare laptop, and the spare tv here YAY! haha, so can blog :P and my belly rumbling and i have to ring up tea, its faster apparently,

Mel.!