I am confused!

MALES! why were they even bloody invented!! one day everything is normal, the next its not, the next its normal again :S What the!! I dont know what is going on with me and brad, i have given him till the new year to sort himself out, deicde what he REALLY wants and go from there.

I died my hair today, like a dark brown colour it was blondy up top (natural) with red down bottom, and i had a job interview today so i died it so it looks decent haha. It was at where brad works, i think i mentioned it last time? i think i went ok, i dont know to be honest i hate interviews with a passion.

I need to send off for my passport soon, i need to get a job ASAP to save money for my holiday which i so badly need. I got my Working with children card yesterday, its a volunteer one, thats ok for now, since i dont have a job, nor experience really so all is peachy.

Weight wise, i didnt get weighed today, im over dads weight loss place, they annoy me at the moment haha, but i still have my black pants on, mum has already darted them once, and now she has to like sew down the legs hahah! they are that big and baggy look like a homey!! hahaha! I can seriously walk like 5 steps and they are around my ankle, maybe even less amount of steps! its shocking! everywhere i have been today i have to hold them up! one thing i am NOT happy about is, yes i am loosing weight, but its not coming off my tits. and i want it to, i want them to go down aswell :( bloody can tell a male invented the females! GRRR! Like all the tops out now, whats with them? males invent them aswell? i mean HELLO!!!! cleavage!!! i hate it, i dont like parading my tits around for everyone to see!

Thats about all for tonight, oh me and mum went and put a bike on layby each today :) they look fun haha! YAY!! *insert excitement here*

Mel.!