sleep deprivation no good either!!

I have been slack lately, yes i know, but here is my blog for the last like week?

I worked at the show, it started off ok, was for a spit company, im not even going to mention their name as they can go and jump in a creek with a cement slab tied to their feet as far as im concerned! i was doing th 8-3 shift, on saturday i asked for my lunch break at 2pm, her reply was "no, your not entitled to a lunch break when you do the 5 hour shift" i looked at her, gave her an evil stare and said " Exscuse me, i have been here since 8am, i am in my 6th hour, i have had 1 toilet break all day, and i finish in an hour, if you are not going to give me my lunch break, i will just walk off and take it!" Mind you the smokers could go outside for a smoke whenever they felt like one, took longer out there than you did on a loo break! even when busy as, they were still allowed out there WTF! she became a real bitch as she wasnt selling no spits, so was taking it out on as, getting arky, snapping etc, so i didnt go in on sunday :) i called in sick :P i went down to get my pay tho, $13 an hour! slave labour!

Food wise, has been ok, no problems as yet, i think i need another fill to be honest. although i havent been eating much from stress wise, pissing me off majorly. brad took snags out last night for tea, oh yay! im so over them im sick of them! i might have a fish thing i dont know.

Im so tired, didnt get much sleep from working at show, although i came home exhausted, i still couldnt sleep, me and brad had a fight sunday night, couldnt sleep then, then monday morning mum rings up at 7:30am, saying nanna is in hospital again! she hasnt been in for 2 years or so? i not sure. She has heart probs, and had pains 4:30pm sunday, told aunt, they did the tab under tongue, went away apparently, then again 12:30 at night, she didnt tell aunt and did the tab under tongue, then she got more at 3:30, woke up my aunt, and did the tab under tongue, and my aunt called the ambos. she is in there till thursday apparently, could be longer tho, she did abit of damage to her heart, only half her heart worked before it, only one kidney works, the list goes on. it will be 17 years on thursday since my grandpa passed away, and i thought she might have wanted to go on the same day? you know how people do that, but i went and saw her again today and she looks alot better than yesterday, so i dont think so now :) im so fucking glad tho! That would be all i need! i the closest with my nanna than any of her grand kids i think, oh except my cousin who is 12, but thats only cos she there all the time cos nanna looks after her, and she named after my grandpa etc. but apart from that, if she needs to get taken somewhere, its me she calls even if my cousin who lives not even 20 mtrs away is home i have to go, mind you i live on other side of town haha.

Because of nannas heart probs lately, has got me back into my mode, i have been slacking off, but now i am getting back into it :) I told her she HAS to live past 80 (she 79 and 7 months now) because i organising a party for her haha, she laughed and told me to go away :O

Anyways enough rambling, i have emails to read, a lunch to organise for thursday, and all that kinda stuff :)

Mel.!