Fill me up baby!!

I got my fill today! What a way to have a first fill, it nearly scared me off for good haha. Walk in there, "hows everything going? you able to eat normally now?" i said yes. "ok jump up on the bed, and i will put a fill in" ok. So up on the bed i get, he gets it all ready and inserts the needle, finds the port but the needle wouldnt go in it :S he keeps trying for a few mins "oh i will try a different needle" STAB WOUND TWO!! this one must have been finer, as OH MY GOD it stung like hell! but it did the job, i could feel the difference straight away, is that normal? lol

For tea i got some potato and gravy from KFC, with a tub of gravy aswell, mixed some up with most of gravy and i had no problems, slid down easy peasy :) No problems at all. Brad wants tuna and potato pie for tea tomorrow night, i think that should be fine for me, as its mushy and sloppy kinda, like a tuna mornay minus pasta, with mashed spuds on top :) easy to eat food :) I have to go back to surgeon on the 29th, so 13 days away, he said i might need another fill? :O there is 4 mls in there now, he said it can hold over 10, he put 2 in at time of op.

I am losing my voice! it is bugging me lots. Everyone i talk to laughs at me from it :( its not fair, and i am working for 4 days this week at show where i have to talk!! help!! anyone got any remedies? Atleast will fill in now, and not being hungry, i wont be tempted to eat show food whilst there? lol

Anyways only short blog tonight, i need a nap hardly slept lately :( brad did 13 hours today so he already in bed haha.

Mel.!