I honestly thought i was going to die!!

I had another gym appt today, and damn did she work us!! at one stage i felt like collapsing i was that buggered haha! she kept going to me "c'mon melissa, i know you can do heavier than that!!" i was doing 50 kilos on the leg press one!! OMG!! it was abit easy tho so i think i go down a notch next time haha, looks like all them years (10 infact) of marching gave me strong legs? :P mum was laughing at me aswell, as i was marching on spot at several stations, and she goes "can tell you did years of marching, look how your doing that, knees are coming up straight (as in so a straight line when leg lifted up), toes pointed down etc! its been like 7 years or so since i have done it aswell haha, but when i lose weight i wanna go back. I LOVE the dance side more than the actual drill bit.

Our next appt at gym is friday at 12, thats the next time we could get in that suits both me and mum but thats fine, thats our last one we have to book in for then can just go whenever after that. I really like it tho as its small, and friendly, probably said it before but it is awesome!! haha

We may be going out for tea tonight, mum wants to, i cant be bothered cooking, and brad wants to aswell, i dont know what i feel like tho haha will go to the pub down the road tho, they have awesome meals at cheap prices. $12 for a steak! and its an awesome steak best one i have had for AGES and sooooo tender and juicy MMMMM might have that actually :P

I have nannas heart excercise place with her tomorrow, and im not going to be getting up and helping her, my aunty can haha im too sore today from the gym today. She wants to go to the village (shopping centre) after it to buy some new black pants, cos its my cousins 21st today, and her party is saturday night and she wants some for there apparently. Brad has already told me he not coming to the party,im shitting with him about it, as he is never going to partys that involve that family lately, i dont blame him tho, but i would appreaciate it if he could come. They have a tendancy of always putting my uncles (married in) family first, over nannas family etc, they are italian, so if nanna is sitting there, and my aunt asked if she wants soup once, nanna said yeah ok, then uncles dad walked in, aunty walked off, got him seated etc, got him some soup and forgot about nanna! i mean its her own mother!! my aunt who lives with nanna had to do it! ok enough rambling there :P

Brad has just put hot water in the sink hinting i have dishes to do haha, so thats it for me :P Will blog tomorrow after nannas appts.

Mel.!